love...

love...

i think my hearts just broken.

it hurts so much...i wish it was phsyical...i cud take painkillers of sumthing.

but this is torture....it jsut aches and aches and i cant stop it.

i need a friend.

took me 5 months last time,...didnt get over it really...i took him back.

it hurts so much. i just want to go to bed and sleep forever.

Chin up chuck. Drink. Tunes. Mates. Distraction. Retail therapy. Promise on Friday!

chin raised...litre of wine downed...got tongue tied (reddwarf) on, followed by bowie and weird al...got my mate tom online and u lot here...distraction-erm alcohol?...no pennies for retail thearpy! and i dont like promise!

odd i know...im on the promise message board...but ill probs never go to foundation again unless its stonelove.


i dont like dance music!!! there! i said it!

u have told me that before!


stay off the D & D tho Heather, worst thing u can do

totally agree...

chin up phsyco


im off to whq to get obliterated... what did i just say?

whats D&D? or am i too pissed? is it sumghtin to do with drink?

im gona give martin sum time...i love him and he knows taht...you all knnow taht.

maybe sumwhere he still loves me.

but ive moved back home and im getting a job and i thjnk its hard for him, me being more independant...cos ive totally relied on him for everyhing for the 2 years, hes been my best friend, my family, my shrink, my love. must be hard for me to be living my own life...but i still want him in it...mroe than nething!

D & D = Drink & Drugs

drugs are a no no atm

im in darlington..i dont know ne dealers


drink tho yes...and plently of it.

Drink is not the best idea. Better than drugs though.

Music is cool however!

Music is the drug!!

aye...music is fantastic


cried my eyes out this afternoon...went downstairs for a glass of wine and that 'it must haev been love, but its over now...it must haev been good, but i lost it sumhow' song was on

so i decided to get it all out and listened to 'simpley the best love songs'

i want my baba back!

can ne1 tell me if he was on the promise day out 2day?

Yeah he was!

It's really hard in your situation Heather, nothing much you can do tbh, it just simply takes time sadly, or somebody else, to take your mind off it. Get yourself out, see you friends, it's the only thing you can do!!

what friends? all my friends are in newcastle...in in darlo.


and he was out...thats intersting...ta miller.


cos i wanted to com up and talk and see if we cud sort things out, but he was working at the computer all day...he was gonna take a break for the holland match but very few pints will be drank cos he needs to get back to get on with his work.

did he happen to haev anotehr bird out with him? dont worry...wont kill 'her'

No, but his hair made him look like a bird.

Seriously tho, the others are right. Hope ur feeling better sooner rather than later hun.

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Re: love...

i know how you feel i got engaged b4 xmas and then finished with no reasons a week b4 valintines day and im still not over it im heart broken and devasted still as couple weeks ago she rang to say she is seeing sum 1 else its hard but we just have to keep head up and keep going on its the worst feeling in the world as every one trys to give you advice but no matter what they say it doesnt help but their just trying to be a freind i wish there was painkillers 4 broken heart aswell but just got to try and get on with life

Heather you will get over it, trust me, but you have to want to get over it too. Hope ya feel better