What do you do .....

Kiss my yamamba

It is true, no guy wants me ... not really. I will always be too much for them. I want so much to have the love, cuddles and nuture that I never had growing that it will always be too pressure. Who wants that? No one.

All women are mental , us blokes just get used to it and learn to say the right thing

well said

at the end of the day hannah, if you didn't rant on every day on here about mark, then more people would have tried to help instead of being *nasty* we're all just sick of seeing you name drop maitland at every oportunity.
anyone whos claims to be as depressed as you wouldn't care that ONE person didn't want to help them and rant on about it at every given oportunity, instead they'd seek help and listen to those who are trying to help.
so until you do that, please shut the f*ck up

Thats bullshit. You dont know the whole score with my depression or why it is that Mark not giving a shit effects me so much. Nor do you know anything about how Im seeking help! You cannot comment on things you dont know!

i asked u a couple of times earlier on in the thread what the problem was and could you tackle it etc which is what the theme of this post was about, but instead you went off on another wild rant.
ill just lay the facts out now
1. mark doesn't want anything to do with you, its obvious that none of your 200 posts about him is gonna change that, so why keep bringing it up again, i personally dsont like deja vu.
2. their are plenty of people who can help, why choose a message board full of clubbers who spend most their time on another galaxy when their are trained profesionals who can help.
3. we're all sick of hearing about your problem with maitland, if you have a problem you wish to discuss then yes, give us an idea and we can help, but for fuck sake stop all these maitland attacks, its getting old.

No not until he can grow up and TALK TO ME, instead of running away like a school boy.

but he doesn't want to talk to you, and why the fuck should we all suffer because of it?
you want people to take you seriously then you go on and say something like that.

It is serious.

hows that? earlier on in this thread you claimed the problem wasn't about maitland and that you had the problem before even meeting him right?

so if thats the case the problem ISNT ANYTHING TO DO WITH MARKUS?

so why do you feel the need to speak to him and rant about him? especially when hes made it clear he doesn't want to speak to you? and doing this instead of adressing the real problem?

hannah just leave your just going to get yourself more worked up, which aint a good thing for you.

Step back a minute and think before you shout at me like that.

You have no idea what is going on in my head. You have no idea how to make it better and you have no right to tell me how go about things!!!

people aren't exactly suffering because of it

if you don't want people opinions you shouldn't post on a public message board a thread advertising the fact you are depressed.
you've have asked people what they do when they're down, so obviously someones gonna ask what the problem is, we have tried and got nothing out of you apart from your obsession with mark. if you don't want help why make the post in the first place?

mate alot of people are sick of reading it tho, at the end of the day i asked earlier in the thread what the problem was and got totally blanked. if she wants help theirs people here who can talk to her, but doing what shes doing doesnt help anyone

you've only been posting again the past couple of days too mate, butt out

I STARTED THE THREAD AS I WANTED TO HEAR WHAT PEOPLE DO TO CHEER THEMSELVES UP WHEN THEY ARE DOWN!!

The fact that it has spilled over into another Mark thread is because its at the forefront of my mind. I know myself that I have to sort something out with him before I can start getting better. Yes it will sound crazy to all of you, but this is how my depression works. I know the way round it but if Im not allowed to do what I need to do, then I dont get better. Thats how my stupid messed up head works.

but by making the post people are obviously gonna worry, myself included which is why i tried asking you what was wrong?
so why not try speaking to someone who cares instead of someone who doesnt? it would do you alot more good.
at times i may sound a twat but im trying to point out to you that their are people who are willing to speak so why not take advantage of that fact

I could speak to a thousand people and it would no heal anything. It will only make a difference when its Mark. Ive been here before and I know that is only the way out.

have you been to see a profesional? their are many ways around things that you might not even know about if u give it a try